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Monday, 18 November 2013

Laopo refuses to blog recently, leaving Jermia who checks her blog everyday expectantly disappointed, everyday :( But oh well. being an understanding laopo (me), I decided to self-entertain and read her archives! Omyyy so much fond memories, like our IH RAFT song which made me burst out laughing once again. Ahhh those times when we were so entertaining and fun! :P There are so many memories that I thought I would never forget, but while reading her archives, I realised that as time passes and we get caught up with the present, important things like memories get lost along the way. Sad realisation. And Jermia who was very determined to record down funny, important and beautiful memories has also blogged significantly lesser :( I think I've forgotten and lost many wonderful moments that should have been kept here.

Also realised while reading her archives that over these years, the people written down in her blog posts have changed. Not saying for better or for worse, but ya, we have all changed, quite a bit. Or maybe it's not only because we changed, perhaps we also got to know each other better and in greater depth. But thankfully, there are also things that remained. I was reading and smiling to myself, thinking "woah that person is still like this!!" HAHAHA thankful that things that I love about my closest friends are still there :)

And certain emotions and feelings too. Thought that those feelings felt back in our secondary school days won't really be felt now since we're supposed to have grown into mature ladies. But ya, those emotions are still there, and seem to have grown in intensity. For me at least. Or perhaps back then I wasn't emotionally mature enough to understand all these. Hahaha omyy this means that the emotional maturity of 18 year old Jermia = emotional maturity of 16 year old Kaixuan =/

This is such a rojak post. Just randomly dumping and writing down bits and pieces of my realisations. After this, I'm reminded that I must, no matter how busy I am with life, grab hold of the important people and things in my life. 因为有些东西一旦失去了，可能就再也找不回来了。Suddenly thought of Erntian. We were in CGG together, singing and doodling silly stuffs together during math lessons, and we became each other's spouse on Facebook. We were so close, actually we are still close, but we nearly drifted away from each other. God brought us back together in His house earlier this year, and we became each other's eternal family :) Level up! Hahaha. But as much as I know how much God loves me, He probably wouldn't bring all of the friends whom I treasure a lot back to me the same way He brought Erntian back to me.

God already has a plan for my future. He knows who are going to stay, and who aren't. But, I still want to work hard to grab hold of those whom I love so much. Friends who have grown up together with me, and whom I want to continue growing old with.

Laopo. no matter where fate brings us, and although we really don't know whether we'll be in each other's lives 10 or 20 years down the road, let's really hold on tight to each other and work hard to keep each other in our lives. Because I've decided that you are a pain I want to sustain. And I hope that I am a pain that you'll want to sustain too.

To my other babes, you'll know if we want to grow old together with each other :) 一切尽在不言中! ^^

Jermia hopped off at 01:15