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Saturday 20 July 2013

Had a fun day out with XuanChuan today! :D
We had a picnic at Botanic Garden hahaha
I felt guilty for us having so much fun while a group of gymnasts
from our national team were training intensively in the same pavilion as us
They were doing handstands with one hand
180 degrees stretches
somersaults and other impressive exercises
while all of us were camwhoring and eating openly in front of them xO

Throughout the picnic I just couldn't stop staring at them
Not only because I was really really impressed with how flexible they are
but also because I saw so much perseverance in them
They kept stretching their limits throughout the whole training
I inferred that from their very determined and tired looks :O

I still remember how one of the girls looked like
when doing the handstand with one hand
She was panting so loudly and her face was so red
but her expression told me that she won't stop pushing herself to become better
That look was so awe-inspiring I just stared at her throughout :DD

During the outing Xuedi decided to roll down the grass slope
Sometimes I really wonder how she managed
to roll down the steep hwachong grass slope
without landing herself in an ambulance O.O
But she looked like she had a lot of fun
so when she pulled me to join her
I decided to roll down with her too! xD

It was really super fun and exciting HAHAHA (Y)!!!
While rolling down the grass slope
I kept screaming and laughing loudly
while Xuedi the expert was super calm and composed
If Xuedi didn't ask me to stop rolling
I think I would have rolled all the way into the lake
and join the black swans swimming in there x__x

Really thankful that Xuedi decided to join XuanChuan this year
and brought so much fun and happy weirdness into our lives ^^

After that they laughed at me
cos my broom-ish hair trapped a lot of grass
and a small twig even got stuck in my hair xO
Hahaha but nonetheless it was super heartwarming
to see them running down the slope
and help me pat off stuffs that got stuck on my shirt and hair
awww ^^

Before the juniors left
they gave us the letters and presents they prepared for us
They are a very sweet and thoughtful bunch of people ;D
Which made me feel super guilty because
I haven't written their letters yet!!! xO
AHHH must buy pretty letters and start writing soooonnn~

After that Xuedi Fangyi Jieting and me
decided to go shopping at Orchard
It was then when I finally realised and admitted that I cannot shop
Whenever I go shopping with friends
I will be lethargic and sleepy
Fangyi too! Heehee :P
We are not those shop til we drop kind
We are the 'when we shop, we drop' kind =/
But hahaha it's okay cos we got ourselves a XuanChuan necklace! :DD

Really thankful to have joined XuanChuan
cos it gave me the best seniors, batchmates and juniors that I've ever had
x3

Jermia hopped off at 21:12

Friday 19 July 2013

有一些事情的确不能说。但是能说和不能说的，我觉得我有能力拿捏、也有能力判断。
知道了一些事，我可以选择沉默。
就像以前一样，知道了很多事情，很多八卦，但是没有胡乱散播谣言，一句话也不会向别人坑。
因为我知道那样做没有意义，没有意义地伤害到其他人。

但这次不一样。
我知道了某些事情，身为一个人的好朋友，为了保护她不再白白付出、被利用，我觉得这是我的义务，也是身为一个好朋友起码该做的事。对于另一方，我只能承诺我会尽一切努力去保护她，我也会保护你。就算需要收拾一大堆烂摊子，我并不会后悔我当时的选择。作为他的好朋友，我会为我们的友谊负责。我相信那个人换作是你，你也会要我对你说出事实，你不会要我隐瞒你。

我相信你懂我，也了解我。我相信你能理解我的所作所为背后并没有恶意，只是很单纯地想要保护一个我很在乎的朋友，就像我也很想要你们保护我一样。

而最痛的是我以为因为你懂我，你会支持我，但是为什么这却反而让你恨我呢？是，我自以为是，自以为可以保护别人，不顾那可能会发生的可怕后果。但是我会尽一切阻止那可怕后果的发生，该说的我会说，不该说的不论怎样我都不会说出。最后我只希望你能理解，友谊对我来说，是自以为是为对方谋求最好的结果，自以为是地想要对方拥有最好的，只因为经过慎重考虑后，真心地相信那是最好的选择。

我可能错了，但是自始至终我从未后悔过。

对不起。

但是我还是希望你能够理解。

对不起。

请你相信如果换作是你，我也会很努力地保护你。

Jermia hopped off at 00:20

Thursday 11 July 2013

对不起，原来是我太看得起你了……

对不起，一直以来是我太看得起自己。

Jermia hopped off at 20:36

Tuesday 9 July 2013

情绪低落的时候，很庆幸有你们在我的身旁，真的。:)

Felt 不甘心 after Chemistry blocks cos there was a question which I knew how to do but didn't manage to finish, and I was just one step away from obtaining the answer. I know I sound super 欠扁 now, but honestly I would have felt better if I didn't know how to do it than knowing how to do it and didn't manage to finish it. If I didn't know how to do it I could have just laughed it away, but after blocks what went on my mind was just “太可惜了” replaying again and again.

Instead of laughing with my babes about how we gg-ed like I did for the other papers, I just went straight to hug Shumin. She just had this peaceful aura around her at that time and the air around her was screaming 'come and hug me if you're feeling sad'. HAHAHAHA exaggerated a bit but it was 大概大概 that feeling.

After that we went to chill at Soghurt and started to laugh even at things that aren't funny at all :P Like LaoGongGong stole my wallet, so I frantically thought I lost my wallet, and she refused to return me until I asked the waitress xO! And Liyang was so proud that she managed to trick someone and couldn't stop laughing. We were so lame Kaixuan couldn't stand it anymore and just kept fainting, which made us laugh even more ;D On the way home we started reminiscing our childhood watching dramas like 荷兰村 and 冲上云霄, and the days in Shanghai and Beijing when life was exciting and epic stuffs happened. Was talking with Xiu and Shu and we remembered that Weihui owes Shumin 100 Yuan, cos she lost the bet and 看上一个北京男孩儿 xD Just laughed all the way :) Being with them really made me forget about Chem, and just laugh and be lame with all of them.

就算天塌下来又怎样，我们会一起笑原来白云吃起来不像棉花糖。

Yaaa I still feel 可惜, but it's a lot better now and I'm ready to begin my fight with notes again! If it weren't for them I would have sunk into depression, or rather, I would have sunk into my bed and tried to dream away my sadness HAHAHA.

Thanks babe can't express how blessed I am to have the 6 of you :)

Jermia hopped off at 18:57

Tuesday 2 July 2013

虽然过程中有很多的遗憾，但是我们之间的点点滴滴是我会用一辈子珍藏的美好回忆 :)

Jermia hopped off at 03:40