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Sunday, 7 August 2011

This week wasn't a good week for Aquarius :(

Read Kaixuan's wowishly reflective blog post just now
and realised that her week
was just as... emotionally draining as mine
Hers is because of block tests (and maybe K too)
Mine is because of block tests...
and a dream

I'm not talking about "dreams" as in aspirations and goals
like our LA block test paper question 5
"We should not give up our dreams easily" :P

Let's side-track abit and talk about the LA block test paper :D
Mr Kaw, or rather his paper, is kind and nice :)
I didn't write question 5 I wrote question 1
I wrote about poverty and put my IH knowledge into good use! :P

I assume you know what kind of dream I am talking about now
It's the sleeping kind of dream larh
Don't laugh at me for being emotionally affected
because of a dream
It was disturbing D:
I felt threatened
and I am scared :(

I think I am too stressed
I hope that I had that dream because I was too stressed
because that way
I won't have that scary dream
when I don't feel stressed anymore D:

I need strength from my Lord :O

At this period of emotional turmoil
I feel blessed to have manymany friends
who are willing to lend me their listening ears
Thank you so much Gennie ^^
I am so glad that she didn't say stuffs like
"oh Jermia it's so crappy! So scared for what.
It was only just a dream~~ (sings)"
She listens and she cares
I LOVE YOU GENNIE x3

I shall listen to FM92.4 to go to sleep later
Classical music calms your mind and soothes your soul
Good music, good life! (Y)

OH HAHAHA sometimes I'll get confused between
FM92.4 and FM94.2
like today evening on the bus ride back home
I was like... wow! FM92.4 plays hip and upbeat music too!
(I couldn't hear the lyrics)
It was only until I got off the bus
and listened to a language that I didn't understand
that I realised I tuned in to the wrong channel .__.ll

The block test period has allowed me to
better understand our form and co-form teachers to a certain extent
Got one time Yang Laoshi told us
“每人拿三张纸。拿多过三张你就不是美人哦！”(Y)

Mrs Lai is an awesomely caring and hardworking teacher :)
Hilary and I stayed back in school to mug Chem on Thursday
We stayed back until quite late
then we decided to find Mrs Lai cos
there were stuffs we didn't understand

And Mrs Lai was still in school! Like especially for us leh :):)
'Us' as in not Hilary and Jermia, but all her students
in case you misunderstand HAHAHA!! ;D
Hilary and I were being fascinated by her explanations
to our questions :O
For more information refer to Kaixuan's latest blog post!

Math lesson was a lot better than I thought
as in initially I thought I'm just going to
keep staring at my desk for the whole lesson
without having the courage to look up at Mr Khoo x__x
Mr Khoo was indeed angry when he stepped into our class
but I think he felt happier when he saw the announcement
reminding the class to vote in Teacher's Day Awards
and vote Mr Khoo for Most Inspiring Teacher heehee! :DD
Then he said "am I inspiring? I'm just about to scold you!"
He postponed his scoldings to the time
when he returns us our math papers xP

Watched HP and the Deathly Hallows Part II on Friday
I don't know why but I kept having the illusion that
Voldemort's nose was getting bigger and bigger
as the movie progresses :O

Chatted with Kaixuan who is feeling unhappy :(
All I can say is... get well soon and jiayou!!
Block tests 2 wasn't very good for both of us
and a lot of other people too
but it's probably time to get on with life

I think one of the quotes that influenced me a lot is
“伤心也是一天，快乐也是一天。
还不如快快乐乐地过着每一天"
Indeed, sometimes it's difficult for us to cheer up
but really, what's the point of feeling depressed?
It doesn't solve the problem
it doesn't make you feel any better
it doesn't make the people around you feel good too

We shouldn't waste our time away feeling sad
when many other people are struggling against time to live
For every 5 seconds we spend sighing and crying
9 people die around the world
I am not saying that feeling sad is a bad thing
afterall it is natural; it is part of being human
short periods of sadness make us normal
prolonged periods of sadness make us depressed D:
We should treat ourselves and the people around us better
find the crux of the issue and look for ways to solve it! :)

Yes we should 认真对待我们所做的每一件事
但是错了，伤心了，知错了，学习了
就该放下了
Compared to the many challenges and setbacks
we are going to face for the next...manymany years of our lives
block test 2 is really 小事一桩

祝大家幸福快乐!

Jermia hopped off at 20:30